from https://bsky.app/profile/ceecide.com/post/3l6tvvn2wu422 at 6:59 am on October 19, 2024

i am not part of this world, i am an outsider, an indescribable loneliness.
last night the black hole in my chest was not constructed of sadness or heartbreak
but instead it took the shape of a child balled up, one who is no longer part of this world.